思し召し

おぼしめしoboshimeshi

noun

1. thoughts
2. opinion
3. (one's) discretion
4. will (esp. of God)
5. however much money you wish to give (as alms, a fee at a museum, etc.)
6. fondness (for a significant other, etc.; often used teasingly)
7. love
8. fancy

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