忸shameStrokes7Onジク, ジュウKunはじるParts忄丑sign of the ox or cowWords with 忸忸怩じくじ · jikujibashful; shameful; ashamed内心忸怩ないしんじくじ · naishinjikujiashamed deep down in one's heart; blushing with shame when one remembers something忸怩たる思いじくじたるおもい · jikujitaruomoifeelings of strong embarrassment (over one's own actions)Study it in Yanamino